counting

so l count the somedays that your here
holding onto what promotes my sanity
for dear life i balance
walking on eggshells
cutting the bottoms of my feet
scaring the depths of my soul
just to know that you will pick me up
lick my wounds
kiss my mouth
touch me
risking everything for you
without me i am nothing
without you i am less
so ill count the somedays that your here
the stars and moon can wait
time and space
eternal bliss
because without you these things don't exist
just the memory of what you were
which does not deserve you
because none can compaire
so ill count the somedays that your here
so i can live
up to you