your fault

paint my future
black and blue
like my insides
scared by you
rays of sunshine
golden hue
kill me softly
like you do

no sleep is sound
all sound is less
all that I feel
prim and pressed
dress me up
now I am dressed
back in my skin
I’m but a guest

you raised me up
then let me fall
I had it once
I’ve lost it all
I stood before
but now I crawl
I love you so

It’s not your fault