caught between everything that ever existed
and never was
and all that is and will be
i don't know what way to turn
i know what i want, and have wanted...
and that backs bend only so far
mine i would break
for anything you'd wish
need you only ask
and i wish i could read you
as well i as read the future
"The bell invites me. Hear it not, for it is a Knell"
and this rings so loud i can't hear anything but
and you're voice is so soft
as is your skin
and your eyes
and mine can't bear to hold back much longer
as the rest of my soul feels like spilling onto the floor
more and more
and my insensate ways tend to come out
in these unfortunate ways and times
but its only in an act of self preservation
but if you need
to be preserved
i will sacrifice myself
again