there's a girl out on the sea

standing on the edge of the diving board, waiting to fall.
no water in the deep end. no deep end in the pool.
sharks circle below me, waiting for the fall.
sharp teeth. hungry eyes.

climbing into the air, waiting to fall.
no safety net below me and the glass of water is half empty.
the horse spilled it after his dive.

i scanned the horizon for mimi.
she passed about 20+ years ago.
but i guess i'm fine out here on the sea.
it's hard to sink OR swim in slow motion.

creative.

a sham

wishing you were here 

that you were mine 

rare avis 

so i wait

through these nettlesome times 

remaining stoic 

all a sham

no name

some crazy designers. inspirational. i need more time.

http://abduzeedo.com/2007-graphic-design-inspiration

have fun

Where to go, what to do…

What if you really wanted something, but you didn’t want all the shit that came with it. And then your 2 back ups weren’t half as good, and they both came with their own shit, but that shit was considerably less in amount then your first choice?

Shit. I hate shit.

It's how I roll

How do you walk with one foot stuck in your mouth?

You don't. You fall.
Then you roll along until the time you can get back up onto both feet again.

I've made an ass of myself, and it's not the first time. This time it's especially bad though. I think I've lost something special.

But lessons come in many forms, and hindsight tends to be the bitch that karma sicks on you.

So now I roll.